040515

by Lobelia

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Happy 04:09
I know at times I'm cruel Lately I haven't been myself It's not all due to you Just a battle with this hell And I don't want anything from you I don't want money Don't want your things Just sweet memories of you Back to times when we were happy too. I guess we could go on Pretending nothing's wrong But too much pain has passed Between us now to ever make it last And I don't want anything from you I don't want money Don't want your things Just sweet memories of you Back to times when we were happy too
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What is the reason, I feel this way? Is it the season? It's dragging me down I don't have an excuse, there's no one to blame I feel like a failure, and I'm so ashamed Why this, why now? We made it through everything, thought we make it through somehow Why you why me? When the end is near, forget philosophy. Why is the reason, how it comes to this? Here I am leaving, and there you sit I don't have an excuse, but it's just so hard To watch all our things move From where they belong Why this why now? We'd made it through everything, thought we'd make it through somehow Why you? Why me? When the end is near for get philosophy.
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Nobody told you life was easy Nobody promised you a taste Above and beyond what you have worked for Above and beyond this mess you've made Nobody told you you were different Nobody promised you'd be free To do what you want while others feed you And make sure you have all that you need Cause I know how good it could be If your eyes were on the prize I'm already lonely When I look into your eyes But I get so damned frustrated Cause I'm not supposed to say Stand here looking backward While you waste your time While you waste your time away
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Hell No 03:12
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St. Joe 03:19
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It's not a road that I'd recommend It's not a town everyone could stay in But given a chance I'd do it over again Cause I'm better now than I've ever been It's not a wind that will whisk you away It's not a word you've always wanted to say But what you gave me, no one can take that away And I think of you each and every day I'm black and blue and grey all over Black and blue and grey all over Black and blue and grey and all over you

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This is my accidental album. :) 10 songs; one take. It was recorded at Power Base Studios in Nebraska and was just meant to be a demo of a new piano; a Petrof grand.

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released May 15, 2004

Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Dan Kane.
Written and Performed by Lobelia

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Lobelia Birmingham, UK

Award winning songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Lobelia has been featured in Billiboard Magazine, PBS and worked as a studio musician for 10+ years, She books and hosts a variety of songwriter nights for Birmingham's best small artist-led venue, Tower of Song and is an advocate for sustainable touring, She travels the world performing at house concerts and small venues. ... more

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